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a very unfair system

2008-09-08T08:10:00.000-07:00

School has this very unfair system
whish is if you are late for 1 min you have to pay 1 dollar.
and this system is unfair cause..

my monthly pay is 900 bucks.
22 working days in 1 month.
so basically some maths done,:D

1 day i only earn $40.90.
1 day workign for 8 hours,
$5.11 per hour.

$1 per min for pentaly
and $60 for 1 hour!!!

it's like wtf i know!

where my hourly pay is only $5.11.

the penalty rate is like 1174% more than my salary.

and 1 and a half hours late is like working for 2 days and 2 hours FOC.

what say you about this system?

shouldnt it be fairer if they do it on like double your penatly hours for your workign hours?
use hours against hours like human againt humans instead of animals yea?

Anyway if they still insist on me paying then i shall set aside responsibility that i should bear and voice out and seek justice back.

If i didnt get back my justice, i wont make do but leave for i dont think i'd enjoy working in a place where fairness doesnt take place.
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PEOPLE WITH CHILDREN AT HOME!!!!

my school got 4 people suffering from HFM diseases already and each day it is increasing.
Lord watch over the school and me.
and yes people, the symptoms are ulcers, red dots ard inner side of cheeks, and palms with red dots and feet too.
if there is children in your household under the age of 7 please watch out and make sure they clean and santise their hands whenever possible.
cleaning and santising have been carried out. and plese keep children away from playgrds for it is unsafe at at this period when the
HFM dieseas strikes back and have took away 2 lives so far in just 1 week.

And sunday service that day annoited me and i really thank Jesus and God for the cross.
im really grateful and found out inly that day that i love You back even if it doesnt equalise your love for me.
But Lord, for sure i'd want to love You more.
Thank you for dying for me and bearing all my sins for me that i may be free and alive today.
And that after that service, my own suspected hand foot mouth dieseas i kinda suspect i have was gone. my ulcers cured when i say health is mine and teh devil will not take it away from me for My God have paid them over priced at the cross.
Im grateful too grateful for words even.
thankyou for loving me Lord, Daddy, God.
Thankyou for always healign my broken heart when i needed healing.
thankyou for easing me after i cry it unto you.
thankyou for being thee for me when i fall vulnerable.
thanyou for everything so much that i couldnt repay with my life.

2005-08-31T05:06:00.000-07:00

PIERROT

2005-07-29T04:27:00.000-07:00

pierrot alone
And then pierrette
And then a story to forget

Pierrette among the apple boughs
come down and take a pierrot's kiss.
The moon is white upon your brows
your lips are cold,and i would set
a rose upon your lips,pierrette,
A rosy kiss
pierrette.

and then pierrette.
i've left my apple boughs,pierrot
A shadow now is on my face
But still no rose on my lips. pierrot
You laugh, and then you pass away
aomng the scented leaves in may
and on my face
the shadows stay

And then a story to forget
The petals fall upon the grass,And i am crying in the dark,
the clouds above the white moon pass__
my tears are falling on the grass.
Pierrot,i heard your vows
And left my blossomed a apple boughs,
and sorrows dark
are on my brows.

2005-07-24T03:03:00.000-07:00

i cant sleep last night~
i was smiling to myself all teh while
im mad! ahh-
the concert was boring but things that happened there were really hmms...
SWEET((:
im smiling frm ear to ear now.
shit i cant stop smiling my mommy's complaining that
im crazy
but i dont care.
as long as im happy i bet she will be too.
purple,yellow,green&blue LIGHTSTICKS
are cool((:and they growl really beautifully

2005-07-21T03:38:00.000-07:00

FINALLY i can jump alr~
tdy was fun. i played volleyball,basketball and also went to the vegetable plantation.
tdy's racial harmony day for my school
i wasnt in any costume hahas
maybe next yr lahs-
saw pretty ladies walking ard our school with their hair flinging ard.
sway to the left and then to the right((:

i think xuwei,gerladine,aisah were really beautiful
as for pe..
me&delphine played bball. the only girls.=/
the rest went for Vb.
because pe clashes with the other classes, we have to share that small court.
it's a halfhalf.
at the other court, ppl were playing match.
SIAN!!! den was like the sec2 class came to our court!
and dey started shooting at 1st
then i told delp.. we cannot let dem conquer our court
in the end.. we lost cos
one of the guy acciendly hit the ball onto her head
OMG- she was like. i dont wan to play alr~
den i was like orhhhhhhs...
den we go and play VB lors =P

my leg like erms... 1/4 okay alr((:
just tat during training "hentakaki" that time dam pain.
no choice cos i have to train and must be better den the rest.
as in the PARTB's.
i have to do properly. so i have to bear with it.
now i can jump alr. and i can also run((:

den in the bus to the excursion.
i was playing with this new friend??
and he share he's joy with me
by... sharing he's DISCMAN.

i want the SUNFLOWER DELP!
i repeated 70times and she nodded!!
WHEE~ i was so happy.
budden something cropped up.
and the sunflower just slipped my mind.
and den she din get me the sunflower
the sunflower WAS SOOO.... like WOW!
one word "chio"XD

went back to school and i guess i jumped on the bus or what.
my ezlink card's now missing!
oh dear! my whole heart went like..................
my ezlink gone, my pic, and my card!! now im at a lost of what to do.
the card&the pic was like.... MY BAOBEI kays~
oh man~ what's meant to be mine will be mine lahs__
no choice so this is like the 2nd time i lost my card.
the 1st time i had a fine of 20bucks.
now... im not sure. luckily mom's a understanding lady.
she din scold me or what.
just that i feel veh gulity and i sounded veh sad over the fone.
hopefully the bus uncle will return my wallet to school~
1stly i can save the fines
2ndly i can still have the card
3rdly i can have my pic back.

PLEASE IF ANY KIND SOUL SAW MY STUFF PLS RETURN IT TO ME.
THSTHS!!

2005-07-19T00:46:00.000-07:00

mommy's terrible!!

my mom's gt stm!
she dragged me to play badminton with her yst in school hall
with all the PSG ppl.
i was like can i not go?
she said u promised me?
and i rmbed.
so, i went along..
cos i tot she rmb my leg
while playing, she asked me.
why am i so shag?
i was like..MOMMY!!
she: what? what happened?
me: my leg's in deep pain dont tell me you forgot alr~!!
she: hurr? oh yar now you go over dere and take a seat lors
me: nvm lahs forget it

if i were to rest, den dere will be no one who's gonna play with her alr.

school in the morning was bad for me.
luckily i had janice with me.
THANKS girl((:

tdy was a A-L-R-I-G-H-T- for me.
it was veh cold in the class.
and guys were playing with flying cards~
as in dey shoot the cards everywhere?
i was dam pissed cos GUO WEI tat idiot pissed me off.
he acciedently shot the card and it sorta like cut me?
tat was hell!
he din even appologise
it's not like i din call dem to stop playing.
i was really burning at tat time
i stood up..
and i scolded JINYONG,ALWINAND SOONSUM of cos not forgeting
GUOWEI
in the end jin yong said what...
"nt as if we wun clean up like that"
so i replied: u had better clean the class up
den i sit down agn.
and dey sorta like stop alr.
i find myself so ermms....=P
soon sum said that i was veh firece
lol! dey nv see me "fah pioaw" before.
karwei say what in NCC den only he'll see me like tat.
mad~ later everything went back to normal

it was raining heavily?
me,mommyand kang shared this small umbrella
den mommy gt sweater ARRGGHH~
the rain was fun. korkor brough his gf home.
before that he invited me to play in the rain with dem?
budden da sao din play lahs`
she gt running nose
back home.. korkor find me an EXTRA!!
i hate you kor! x____x

never mind. i have my com who cares abt him =P!! tdy was really cool~

2005-07-16T04:19:00.000-07:00

JUMPJUMP!!
i want to jump lors.
budden nvm. i can wait 1-2weeks.
grading was shit for me.
i think i'll fail.
YURONG~ u're sixth sense aint working!
did you pray for me?! i bet you DIDNT.
im so dead~
i went all blur kays.
i made mistakes like twice?! that examiner saw lors!
DEN arron told me abt it.
he say maybe i'll fail.
im all metally prepared already now.
so.. just have to accept the fact ((:
it's nt like everything went wrong so maybe still got hope
must be optimistic((:

2005-07-15T00:14:00.000-07:00

yesterday was really unlucky~
i've got a new bruise on my knee.
how nice can it be man~
i was playing den came along jia an.
i should have go off but i didnt.
i was tired so i tot of giving my legs a rest.
then jia an went: "okay jump off frm here lors"
i dont know how dumb can i get to listen to him.
i jumped~ and tat see saw thingy hitted right on my right knee.
i couldnt feel my leg at 1st.
i just kept quiet and sit alone on the railings.
jaime followed and she ask me."what's wrong?"
and of cos i told her. she was shock and insisted that i have to go now.
so i listened to her. LEE JIA AN suggested that he'll send me home.
and yes he did.
he wanted to tell me something but he insist that he'll only tell me in msn.
so i said okay.
on our journey home i was limping .
till the lift and off he go.

and in my heart i was like it'll be okay tmr.
but what's worse was that early morning i couldnt even walk properly and all the way till school ends.
isnt it bad!! just my luck.
it was pretty fine in late noon nt till..
i stamp my feet in the computer lab.
well~ i totally forgot tat i should not do anything too hard to hurt my leg again..
TOO BAD~ it starts to hurt so badly that i dont think i can walk.
but i've no choice so i grab janice's arms to kip my own balance.
thank god she was there for me((:
i could feel my bones sort of like bend in abit? or am i scaring myself.
whatever it is man~ mommy wants me to see the doctor later after tkd.
but im just scared that if doctor say that i can no longer do sports or etc.
i'll be dead lors~ some more grading tmr.
FEAR~!!!

i wun be that sway lahs i guess. HOPEFULLY it'll be fine right after today((: must be positive
and i'll PASS my grading tmr((: with confidence? hmms...

Forget his name, forget his faceForget his kiss, and warm embraceForget the love that you once knewRemember now, there's always someone newForget the love that you once sharedForget the face that you once caredForget the times you spent togetherRemember now, he's gone foreverForget you cried the whole night longForget him when he played your songForget how close you two once wereRemember now, he has chosen herForget you memorized his walkForget the way he used to talkForget the things he used to sayRemember now, he's gone awayForget the nights you were aloneForget you wanted him to phoneForget he was your entire worldRemember now there's another girlForget the talks you both once hadForget him though he made you sadForget the things he used to doRemember now he loves her not youForget the thrills when he walked byForget the times he made you cryForget the way he spoke your nameRemember now, he just played a gameForget how he used to hold your handForget the sweet things if you canForget the times you were a foolRemember now he doesn't love youForget the times that went so fastForget them all, they're just in the pastForget the dreams that can't come trueForget the boy... cos he has FORGOTTEN YOU .

credits: cherlene's blog

2005-07-11T07:17:00.000-07:00

LOL this picture is my work for the music project.
hopefully i get it to the top10 this is the last page.
i took one out only cos im lazy to get the html codes.
tired=P no lahs~

im elited today-
HAHA!!! veh.
thanks MYKNIGHT. for giving me a space in ur heart((:
good luck for ur exams on wed. ALL THE BEST.
no matter what happen u have ur lucky charm<> with you(X

JUMPJUMPJUMP!

2005-07-08T03:51:00.000-07:00

okays~ loads of things happened recently.
well~ i've soo much to say. it's like, all a nightmare.
today i went heartland and bought this frog thingy key chain.
it took me ard30mins to choose it among all.
i guess it's the cutiest among all too.
and that frog i'll give it to myknight.
it took me a long while finding something i like plus something suitable for him.

hmms. im dam confused now.
i guess if i noe what im doing, everything will go smoothly for me&her.

2005-06-26T05:44:00.000-07:00

tdy was the amasing race shiat~
i really pity mai kays~ she ran 7 tymes ard the multi carpark while me being chained up.
den i was like praying hard nt to unlock it if not i'll be the one running next
den in the end.. i felt so gulity cos my lips are so cursed.
she was running like some sick ppl alright~
her face was like filled with sweat flowing down.
LIKE RUNNING TAP kays.
den i was like praying that she can unchain me soon.
in the end she unchained yu rong~
PHEW~ she din faint""

while running, and catching up
i was entertained BY a friend.
whee~ he's name is....
BRAINY THE KNIGHT.
lol- if it wasnt for him i would be like running aimlessly.
den he gave me all he's luck and he's left with none =P

den was like we din win ANYTHING. but still,
we had fun lahs~ i was so angry
den dey have this buffet stuffs? HAHAHA~~
i was like.. i dont care- i must eat dem.
to replace my sadness~
so i ate like nobody's business

when home with...
you guess?

LOW YUAN MING~ we somemore walk and sit on the bus together~
hell!!!
i was so nice to him alright~
and he was nice too lahs- nt like him
i guess he's being like hmms. who noes yarr?
den was like i saw him slping?!
HAHAA~ den i purposely call him wake up.. den i whisper.. u go slp lahs later i wake you up.
den he was like okay.
den i feel so gulity if i scare him up.
so i decided to kip quiet.
den was like im somemore bsying msging.
whee~ den was like i dont wanna switch to vibrate.
so yuan ming TOUGH!!!
den was like he's nice lahs~ i guess
tdy was a nice and sweet day after-all.

2005-06-25T03:23:00.000-07:00

im so dead alright~
die!! i wanna tok to brain!
he's online~ WHEE""
kay lahs.. i dont like him but i feel comfortable with him
as in wen we chat i feel like we click?
hmms. maybe lahs~
he's the knight and im the brainless princess~
lame right!
but he's nice still.. nt my type
he send me this love thingy? den the question ask.
who's ur secret admirer
den i type myself. den in the end it end up sending to felix..
den he say i zi lian =P
madd lahs tdy was fun

2005-06-24T07:07:00.000-07:00

FIRst time in my life i cried like nobody's bussiness~
special ths to syafiqah, JIJI((:, and felix
me and fel conbversation

<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
heyx..
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
;
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
..,(X says:
oh man~
..,(X says:
ppl in a bad mood
..,(X says:
nvm u cant tell
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
oh..
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
yah.. but nvm i m gonna make u smile..
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
smile..
..,(X says:
tats so nice of you
..,(X says:
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
oh come on.. ntg cant be so worse tt u cant recover..
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
so smile.. follow me
..,(X says:
MADD
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
peek-a-boo
..,(X says:
i dont smile so easily
..,(X says:
while after awhile i'll get well agn
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
is well.. after awhile
..,(X says:
s
..,(X says:
oh well~
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
heys.. come on.. .. shall leave u alone to confess to god.. but.. if it is someone who provo ked u.. try this.. "FORGIVE"
..,(X says:
omg- i wan to.. but i cant~
..,(X says:
soon lahs~
..,(X says:
die.. dont make me cry lahs~
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
.. erms.. just do it if u wanna.. it will make u feel betta
..,(X says:
i am NOw..
..,(X says:
soon lahs~
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
oh.. shall leave u.. i dun wanna feel ur tears.. *can feel..
..,(X says:
~
..,(X says:
kaykay
..,(X says:
budden i feel rather gulity too
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
oh.. y
..,(X says:
cos i fought with this girl den tdy we gt the GOH thingy in HQ..
..,(X says:
den she fainted
..,(X says:
iw anna help budden hatred filled me
..,(X says:
so i igred her
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
oh.. tt's wrong of u.. but sometimes emotion overbear u..
..,(X says:
veh evil of me i Noe.. budden i couldnt help it
..,(X says:
den was like she looked at me.. den.. i looked away
..,(X says:
den the sir bring her away
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
oh gosh.. i dun blame u.. i sometimes aso can bring myself to ignore one
..,(X says:
u veh bz iz?
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
no lah..
..,(X says:
kays
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
i will use this on u ..,
<>In love, gals look for the feelings and guys look for the face.. so love is basically made up of "f" factor lols. >> says:
..,(X says:
how nice

he wants to protect me~ hahaha!!!

U made my life sooo mIserable..What more do U want to ask from me now!! says:
no....
U made my life sooo mIserable..What more do U want to ask from me now!! says:
u r jus BORN to have that behaviour kays..
U made my life sooo mIserable..What more do U want to ask from me now!! says:
dun care wat ever ppl may say abt ya...
U made my life sooo mIserable..What more do U want to ask from me now!! says:
if u think u do sumthg jus to make ppl feel gd..than i guess there is nothg wrong rite../?
..,(X says:
FIQAH~~ i love you for tat!
..,(X says:
oh man~
..,(X says:
im ting to cry agn
..,(X says:
STARTing
Why am I blaming him for everythg?Didn't u say that u got feelings for him?What is wrong wif ya syafiqah? says:
no
Why am I blaming him for everythg?Didn't u say that u got feelings for him?What is wrong wif ya syafiqah? says:
there is sumthgs that ppl will always be jealous one
Why am I blaming him for everythg?Didn't u say that u got feelings for him?What is wrong wif ya syafiqah? says:
trust me
..,(X says:
i dont Noe why.. im pulled down and made a fool of with words from ppl
Why am I blaming him for everythg?Didn't u say that u got feelings for him?What is wrong wif ya syafiqah? says:
hai ya dun woory la
Why am I blaming him for everythg?Didn't u say that u got feelings for him?What is wrong wif ya syafiqah? says:
u r nt acting c*** kays..??
Why am I blaming him for everythg?Didn't u say that u got feelings for him?What is wrong wif ya syafiqah? says:
trust me
..,(X says:
FIFI~~~
..,(X says:
Why am I blaming him for everythg?Didn't u say that u got feelings for him?What is wrong wif ya syafiqah? says:
dun call me that name
Why am I blaming him for everythg?Didn't u say that u got feelings for him?What is wrong wif ya syafiqah? says:
wat is it that u wanna tell me uh..??
..,(X says:
kays sorRys~
..,(X says:
ilove you kays
..,(X says:
..,(X says:
i will nt change for her sake
Why am I blaming him for everythg?Didn't u say that u got feelings for him?What is wrong wif ya syafiqah? says:
change wart..?
Why am I blaming him for everythg?Didn't u say that u got feelings for him?What is wrong wif ya syafiqah? says:
ure attuide n bahaviour is fine..no OFFENCE kays...??
..,(X says:
XOOOXOXOXOOXXO
..,(X says:
one else will cheer me up like you
..,(X says:
u made me cry and laugh
..,(X says:
Why am I blaming him for everythg?Didn't u say that u got feelings for him?What is wrong wif ya syafiqah? says:
hahahhakz
Why am I blaming him for everythg?Didn't u say that u got feelings for him?What is wrong wif ya syafiqah? says:
dun like tat la....
Why am I blaming him for everythg?Didn't u say that u got feelings for him?What is wrong wif ya syafiqah? says:
now im at me nicest n soft side of me...that u wont c it always..
..,(X says:

..,(X says:
Why am I blaming him for everythg?Didn't u say that u got feelings for him?What is wrong wif ya syafiqah? says:
we r always going to share n help each other wen they need help kays..??
..,(X says:
kays.. FIQAH~ i wanna forgive NOkia
..,(X says:
i will kays
..,(X says:
but i nid time
..,(X says:
and i will.. try to deepen my voice
Why am I blaming him for everythg?Didn't u say that u got feelings for him?What is wrong wif ya syafiqah? says:
no need la...
Why am I blaming him for everythg?Didn't u say that u got feelings for him?What is wrong wif ya syafiqah? says:
if it`s already like tat...how r ya going to change it..??
..,(X says:
i can
Why am I blaming him for everythg?Didn't u say that u got feelings for him?What is wrong wif ya syafiqah? says:
i wonder how..??
..,(X says:
can one lahs~
Why am I blaming him for everythg?Didn't u say that u got feelings for him?What is wrong wif ya syafiqah? says:
if u can`t than dun do it...dun make thgs worst kays...
..,(X says:
kays
..,(X says:
i'll try out 1st

°//zEizEifr3ak//-dragon dance rox!!! says:
why
..,(X says:
cos my friend just console me.. well~ exp for u the whole ncc es
°//zEizEifr3ak//-dragon dance rox!!! says:
°//zEizEifr3ak//-dragon dance rox!!! says:
ur fren console u then u cry ar
°//zEizEifr3ak//-dragon dance rox!!! says:
..,(X says:
yar lahs~
..,(X says:
JIJI
°//zEizEifr3ak//-dragon dance rox!!! says:
aiyo
°//zEizEifr3ak//-dragon dance rox!!! says:
ur fren numbre
°//zEizEifr3ak//-dragon dance rox!!! says:
who ali e
°//zEizEifr3ak//-dragon dance rox!!! says:
lai*
°//zEizEifr3ak//-dragon dance rox!!! says:
i wna her to sing song for u
..,(X says:
..,(X says:
JIJI~~~
°//zEizEifr3ak//-dragon dance rox!!! says:

JIJI sang ABC to me.. it was veh nice of him and i love him so((:
he's veh swit no wonder my friend loves him right? FRIEND!~~

well~ i cried like hell..
NOKIA's fault lahs~ i think what brain says make me think tat
i should forgive her?
i will lahs~ i think im better after so many tiem si cried like
more den 5 times? with IAIA=P
see im better i can crack jokes((: well~
hoping to see nokia soon. i feel so bad to leave her out tat day

2005-06-22T08:57:00.000-07:00

http://www.mysingtel.com.sg/animation/ani29.php?gameId=ani29
this webbie is for valentine day one!! veh cute!!
kays! lols~ veh cute watch it yups!

2005-06-20T08:22:00.000-07:00

whee~ tdy i went to this itailian restuarant
the food was mouth watering
pizza&salad&spagati and more
teh calypot was nice!!
the totally wasnt veh ex lahs.. i think it's worth?
$123.54 cheaper den those tat we usually go to.
but well... still veh nice!! i love it man
blog till here

2005-06-18T07:16:00.000-07:00

OPHIR TRIP. our tents are like our home.
>>> home sweet home
>>> flooded home
>>> new friends
>>>cup noodles
>>>tired
>>>7 ppl in one tent
>>>jokes
>>>moodswings
>>>chocolates
>>>madness
>>>motivations
>>>bruises
>>>sprains
>>>scratches
>>>explosion (almost)
>>>bee attacks
>>>open air toilets
>>>water fall
>>>icy cool water
>>>dirty water?
>>>nice ppl
>>>smelly
>>>cold!!
>>>fell

and more. show u one of my bruise the nest time((: cos i lazy to upload the pic!!

FOCUS CAMP! XD

2005-06-11T09:06:00.000-07:00

HEY YA!
haven been updating long since i return from focus camp.
that sick & stressful camp.
BUSY BEES!
oh well~ 1st day we had lecture& the game bring back oh~ bring back oh~ bring back my bonney to me.....
tat lame game. ((=.-))"
den we started xchanging names {lena started this thing}
after that den the instructor interview me.
OMG- at 1st was like she
she: steven come here
( i look at my name tag den i go like yar?)
she: sit here i wanna chat with you.
me: hurrs? it's okay i'll stand.
she:just sit
(i seat down)
she: you have potential of upholding ur unit to greater hights becos i can see that you are a good leader. in the whole camp i saw you giving ideas and telling ppl what to do.
i noe you can achieve even more if u have more confident of ourself.
me: hurrs? me arhs? okays~
( she said more but i cant type it all out right?)
she: it's okay abt the others i believe you can do it.
me: okays~ ths jas.
she: okays go back now to sit(:

1st day!...
yu rong was the IC.
first was ROCK WALL. \\ high wall.
yu rong turned green alright!
lols` funny girl!
she was so nervous&confused of wat to do.
god bless her that time.
we had alot of difficulties climbing over.
i was the second girl to get up dere.
so i help the rest to get up.
den wen it comes to yu rong i think she's too excited or wat.
i tried giving all my strength to catch her up\\ help her up.
den was like i got a cut? by the nails. RUSTY okays!
but i was like heck care comeon` a life here we are fooling with.
wen we get cami up.. it was like everybody got stressed out.
and khadijah too.
i guess dey dont really trust us that much. well~ u see it's their life we are handling.
cami cried. oh well~ too much for her.

the boy's part was the funniest!
skipping that thoug
CENSORED! M16 =P (matured 16)

den teh rafting .
WE WON. WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS! WE ARE THE WINNER.
THEY LOST. THEY ARE THE LOSER. THEY ARE THE FAILURES.=P
kidding.
we'll it's pretty unfair.
but what to do? we are the FINNYS and we have fins to swim dey dont.

my duty now.
to pitch tents and prepare dinner& get dem to bathe.
the hardest chore was to pitch in LATE nite!
7.30pm alright! timing got prob!
den was like dinner delaid. nobody wants to bathe.
have to like drag dem?!
SHIT it kays!
den i was scolded by jas.
i almost cried cos i could feel everything crushing onto me.
but i din alright. I WAS BRAVE =P

den we had nite walk .
i went solo.
whee~ den was like so creepy and freaky!
thos old houses!!! now i think back..
YIKES!
smth lame happened. details to be kept.

2nd day...
BORING!
we had high elements.
i was the 1st girl. yu rong told me to kip my hands off the ropes!
how am i supposed to balanaced!
im so dead tat time my legs were like shivering?!
den i just dush over to the otehr end.
PHEW~
cherri was the worst! she cried!
hahas! useless =P shhs!

amasing race.
lame!! in sentosa we are like running like hotdogs?!
sianed`
it's only like me,jia li, lena taking the lead!
just to escape frm washing toilets.
yu rong, cherlene,cami& the last person i forgot alr=P
was like jogging at the back!?
we were like dushing while some were like walking~
sick! den nvm...

we lost lols! and was like we were the last team.
budden we got extra poins to save our team.
phew~ so we just have to wash 2 toilets in the poach.
clean alright!
den was like one of the insturctor was a flirt.
totally!
okays~ tats a bt it.
bascially. overall if you were to ask me to go agn i guess i will.
to some it's like waste of time&money. to me it's like i learn alot abt leadership dere((:
well~ it's worth

2005-06-09T00:43:00.000-07:00

me and my new friend her name is jie rui((: she's pretty right!
she's one of the girls i noe thru PU trip
she's veh swit lors some part\\ angle of her look like karen.
well~ she's a veg . very kind of her not killing and eating dem.
she told me abt her life etc.
she's interesting.
i kinda like her((: well~ the trip will never be fun without me&her.
plus some others, like

eva,me,npcc&joyce((:

2005-06-05T06:02:00.000-07:00

chatted with my sir nadz lol's he's mad!!
see our conversation below

!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
so vulgar ah you..
FCUKOFF says:
lols
FCUKOFF says:
u're on
she says:
not rEALLY
she says:
=P
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
yar rite..
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
act cute only...
she says:
act macho only!!
she says:
=P
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
hahaha...
she says:
just gt hm?
she says:
tat's late
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
was working...
she says:
haha i gt home ard an 1hr ago
she says:
WORKING?!
she says:
as?
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
just at this fun fair...
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
no lah.. i got home at 7
she says:
iz at fort canning?
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
sentosa..
she says:
oh~ chey
she says:
im goin sentosa tmr
she says:
FOR CAMP!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
why?
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
really? what camp?
she says:
focus camp
she says:
my school ncc org one
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
ohhh ok ok
she says:
just now i went to fort canning for private training
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
that's great..
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
what training/
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
?
she says:
for the ophir one
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
ohh icic..
she says:
(:
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
eh you know masariah..
she says:
yar
she says:
my school girl
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
ohh ok..
she says:
whye?
she says:
lols
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
asking only..
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
she says:
interested?
she says:
WEEEEEEEEEE~
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
eh i didn't say anything... you ah
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
brb..
she says:
kays
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
ok
she says:
(:
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
still there ah..
she says:
yar
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
wah so good..
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
well you are of course one of my favourites
she says:
yarr
she says:
lols!
she says:
if yes u wun say i act cute!
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
you act cute because you are cute what...
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
aiyah.. you ah
she says:
no
she says:
u tell my sir
she says:
alamak
she says:
i so embarrased
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
which sir?
she says:
sir fauzi lahs
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
i got talk to him meh
she says:
dont noe?
she says:
AHHHHHHHH
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
aiyah.. it's over already
she says:
im so dead alright
she says:
yar lahs
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
it's the past
she says:
luckily i pass
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
ehemz..
she says:
actually on the POP day i din open my envelope
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
haha.. really?
she says:
yar
she says:
till we bersurah**
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
shit.. never tell me
she says:
lols
she says:
i wanna cry liaos lahs
she says:
den my friend they all see
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
hahaha..
she says:
dey bluff me
she says:
den i go and cry
she says:
lols!
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
aiyah.. so poor thing
she says:
den dey show me den i started luffing agn
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
hahaha... great isn' it to have friends like them
she says:
lols!
she says:
better den having SIR's like you
she says:
act macho!
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
what the..
she says:
lols
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
ohh like that ah now...
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
so who else going ophir?
she says:
cherlene,me,khadijah,yu rong& mai, naquiah
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
ohhh ic...
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
have fun...
she says:
we will!
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
i heard it's very enjoyable.
she says:
REALLY?!
she says:
GOOD!
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
duhz..
she says:
im looking forward for tat day
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
ophir leh..
she says:
nice place!
she says:
LOLs
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
yar.. great palce..
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
place*
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
eh your friend added me..
she says:
who?
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
who else..
she says:
mai?
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
ya lor...
she says:
lols!! are you happy?!
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
wonder how she got my mail...
she says:
i din say hors!
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
happy? of course ah... she add me leh
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
hahaha
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
she says:
LOLS!!!
she says:
u interested iz`?
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
she got bf right
she says:
nopes
she says:
u wanna jio arhs?
she says:
HARD!
she says:
must double
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
hard??
she says:
yar!
she says:
veh hard to jio one(:
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
i got say i want to jio meh..
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
hahaha.. anyhow only
she says:
tat's my insitution
she says:
LOLs
she says:
u den anyhow aths
she says:
arhs*
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
see... act cute again
she says:
WT!!
she says:
lols
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
i know you cute one..
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
so no need to act cute..
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
she says:
brb
she says:
kasys
she says:
lols!!
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
k
she says:
i noe u wanna ask me help u jio mai
she says:
i will one lahs!
she says:
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
you ah...
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
hahaha... act cute!
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
she says:
ACT MACHO ONLY
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
she says:
(:
she says:
act macho only lahs u
she says:
=P
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
what!!... since when
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
anyhow only ah you
she says:
NOW~!
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
haha..
she says:
what to do?!
she says:
ACT MACHO
she says:
hah
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
eh ok ok...
she says:
too bad
she says:
SIR?!
she says:
hahah!
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
yea..
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
how can i help you?
she says:
lols!!!
she says:
alamak!!!
she says:
ppl being sacrastic
she says:
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
...
she says:
(:
she says:
too bad
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
what thing too bad?
she says:
nth
she says:
nvm
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
say leh..
she says:
if u try to act blurrrrr
she says:
hey
she says:
u noe at 11st when u make me the IC i was totally blur alrighht! u're sick
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
^o)
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
like that also blurr...
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
haiyah.. how to go ophir like that
she says:
lols
she says:
cos
she says:
i was shocked mahs!
she says:
so many ppl
she says:
can just pick any boys
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
all the guys look so.. CC
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
you loook like any typical leader
she says:
lols!!! hahas i will help u jio mai one lahs no nid say till i so pro like tat hors den later backstab me =P
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
eh don't amek me paiseh leh
she says:
lols!
she says:
tat's the truth wat
she says:
i noe ur biggest secret now!
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
this has nothing to do with mai ah
she says:
hahhahah!!!
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
ohhh manz
she says:
wah seh call until so close!
she says:
horhor!!!
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
call?
she says:
call mai until so close
she says:
is maisarah
she says:
=P
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
hahah..
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
aiyah you ah..
she says:
too bad=P
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
she says:
die liaos u!!
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
i know i will..
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
but hopefully not now
she says:
lols! soon dont worry
she says:
i'll visit u
she says:
in ur coffin
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
hahaha..
she says:
and i confirm will cry okays
she says:
i promise(:
she says:
gimme ur contact no.
she says:
lol i feel like im jioing you like that !! PENG!
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
haha..
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
it's ok ah..
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
i understand..
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
ppl like me like to act macho mah
she says:
SICK~~~~
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
hahah
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
she says:
gimme contact no.
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
9**********(private) XD
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
why you want ah?
she says:
for fun?
she says:
i can prunk
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
ohh. you better not
she says:
arhur?!
she says:
im sooooooooooooooo scared
she says:
=P
she says:
im nt tat childish lahs
she says:
no worry
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
when i see you in HQ
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
i'll thank you
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
she says:
lols!!
she says:
u like winking hurs?!
she says:
u're eye nt tired arhs!
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
trademark..
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
i train my eyes
she says:
FAINT~
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
she says:
i can die~
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
eh don't ah..
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
you still got many great years ahead of you
she says:
lols i'll die at the age of 45
she says:
after i gt my red BMW sports car
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
hahaha..
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
that's good
she says:
(:
she says:
so u better get prepared
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
well i'm always prepared
she says:
to buy me papper house and maids
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
she says:
!!!!!!!!!!!
she says:
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeekks`
!@![A7X]Nazrio!@! -=Believe ThaT=- says:
why?
she says:
u're prepared?!
she says:
hahas.
she says:
talk joke

i saw him in MRT station lors! he's mad but i love him! hahasS
i feel so childish and like a lil girl infront of him alright!!! he's amasing!
and he loves acting macho!! RMB THAT!

2005-06-02T21:43:00.000-07:00

okays` spec course was FUN and lame
i pass out as a 2sg.
MAI was the honour of HS NCC kays!
she won CEDAR&RGS!
wooooooooooooo mai's the best!
i was too happy for her den i gave her a kiss! ( isnt she cute!)
she was shock so do i =P
ilove her alright!!
this is MAISARAH from HS platoon L3 (( go to http://thewonderwall.blogdrive.com))
for more details
i ESPECIALLY use orange cos it's mai fav color XD
she rocks!
even though not everyone got 2nd seg i believe wat spec course taught me.
rank is wat you wear RESPECT is wat you earn.
well, spect course went out okay with me.
i made alot of new friends and i really think HS aint as bad as the other schools.
we were top 3 girl schools there alright!
in my platoon there's CEDAR, RGS,HS,EVERGREEN,GUANGYANG,FUCHUN
cedar was always 1st or just right behide RGS. follow by HS(:
why do i say so?
cos we've got better discipline den the other 3.
now, i believe that we are one of the best few.
POP was hell! my boots were burning!
when i heard the OC was mai i was so happy for her!!
she was shocked too.
cos we noe nth of this such.
while all the cedar&RGS all noe abt it. dey've got seniors to tell dem wat.
but this time round haha!!! HS GIRL MAI was the best alright!
salute!!!
even though my platoon din win the best\\watso ever, as long as we noe deep in our hearts we are the best we are(:
if we believe we can achieve

2005-06-02T20:38:00.000-07:00

haven been blogging much recently update with pictures 1st

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me and my NEW friend(:

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4 of us in ubin

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me&AH LAM

2005-05-25T07:35:00.000-07:00

well ncc agn it's like 4 times in a week.
im sick&tired!
alot of things happened recently.
1st is angels's case.
2nd is spec course
3rd is results.
i've got met the parents slip kays!
die! my mom will scold me like shit!
wateva?!
NCC was boring. i guess.
for the course lahs! just tat the learning case
well, i'll work hard(:

2005-05-23T08:33:00.000-07:00

today was totally madness went swimming with mommy.
she cant swim but well,
i taught her kays! she had phoebia.
cant blame! and i swam laps kays!
dad&hor went GYM.
had dinner ..
hmms. chatted with ERIC! my worst nightmare
lols!
he broke up with his gf agn.
and yar he asked me if i still like him.
lols! he's mad! budden i guess he'll be attached soon agn(:
we are all on separate ways already.
no more feelings for each other i supposed X)
he wanna sound profound kays! wen his not.
and i admit i enjoy chatting with him cos he's getting lamer&mad!
he's gonna steal my 1st kiss! mad! he's attached kays!

training tmr lols for ophir trip. well, will work hard!(:

2005-05-21T03:56:00.000-07:00

NCC TRAINING IN KALLANG STADIUM!
watch out babes! LOL's today we had ncc in kallng stadium.
we 1st started off on the bus
we were like missing of a few ppl cos of the changed of plans.
so we had to go ourselves..

me,mommy&khadijah took 88 to AMK mrt station to met up
in btw dere's some stupid things happening cos i was too blur
i gave the rong info!
den wen we reach, i was happily waiting&waiting den we went in to the guardian
to get some stuffs
met up with MAI&yu rong later.
on the MRT dey sae got this guy looked at me thru out the journey wen im so blurr
i din noe! wen he's even infront of me.
maybe becos i was buzy chatting&talking non-stop.

where's NOKIA?!
hmms.! she's at kallang stadium alr.. waiting for us.
cos she was terribly late but she dush down with a cab(:
then we saw mdm.
walk-ed a longgggg way just to get to KALLANG STADIUM.

we went jogging inside kallang stadium in the end kena chased out and forced to go to the gym inside instead.
after that we walk pass this river\\long gang
den i almost fell by watching those big boys run.
phew~ luckily i din kays!
den walked all the way to suntec city.
we shopped and went for lunch
ate KFC nad's dicision.
den wen we went in those counter boys of our age was peeping at me.. tat was wat i heard from NAD + gang.
i noe nth cos i din go and notice dem?!
den we Q for the food.
one of the guy served me den he's friend whacked he's butt!
lol i was trying to control my laughter.
went back to seat we chatted and eat for like 2hrs?
cos i ate too slowly=P

we spotted mr&mrs khoo+ sharon ho.
shopped and slack ard.
saw this VJ dam pretty+ mature looking!
*thumbs up*

went to AMK station to take 88 budden we sit and chatted for more den 5 hrs!
cos we played tarot cards too
we had the pros to do it mahs!
YURONG! who else!
mine,kha&che was DAM ACCURATE !
cherlene one was perfect match!
kha was impossible
mine was lol's!!

the card says im hot tempered&pretty but no money and i'll only reach POLY.
the guy is very handsome, normal and can study till poly osoh
im a flirt?! and the guy gt alot of girls like but he only like less den 2 girls.
one of his friend will disagree on our relationship .
and tat's veh true!! my BRO! cos he's the best friend of the guy i like kays!
lol's budden in the relationship both parties will get JEALOUS veh easily.
and i dont really care abt the relationship and i'll give in to the guy.
WOW~ it's accurate for some of the points being raise by the cards.
like my bro disagreement+ alot of girls like him.

but still i believe in it cos i was once sooo dam interested in dem lors
and even it's bad i think overall it's still fate.

but the flirt one i totally dont believe cos i aint one kays!

while waiting for the bus i saw gainjie lol's! he forgot me!
but yar. the trip was fun !!

2005-05-19T01:41:00.000-07:00

aint all this BEAUTIFUL?(: let me introduce you the goods from BILLABONG.
name of item..
top left:black top{ WINK}matched with a pair of JEANS {sprite}
the middle:white tee{POWER}matched with jeans short{caliente}
on right:yellow top{POWER2}matched with pink shorts{frisland}
left bottom:white with mixture of purple jacket{linebacker}
bottom right:pink belt with a flower{trestles}

i matched them up XD
wow~ dey are veh beautiful hurrs? too bad im broked! pok!
if not i'll beg my mom to buy all those! esp the linebacker&trestles
i'll save money now and buy dem ONE day(:

i fell in love with the 1st pair. The sprite&wink.
i love the top too can say i love all the pics above.
the sets are just too gorgeous!!!

i think i'll start saving and but the linebacker(jacket) 1st
cos it's way too COOL!
and it's white&purple liner!!
i think those goods are yet to arrive in singapore.
cos i dont see any of my friends wearing dem.
if dey do i doubt i'll buy it
prolly only(:

school was boring nothing to talk about after all the goods are more interestingXD

2005-05-18T08:18:00.000-07:00

Met your foes!
well, had ANOTHER maths tutor.
alvin.
hmms. starting soon. hopefully i dont give him much trouble(:

next up.. OLD MAN is sick! kays totally
he BOO-ed me in msn! lame-,-"

went to cami's place again we seems to be in LOVE kays!
i dont wanna say in detailsXD

2005-05-17T00:29:00.000-07:00

WELL, i see my results liaos
only MT pass.
i flucked it all as i said in the previous post.
kays-
did i not try mybest?
im not sure.
well it's over(:
FUCKOFF!im dead~
i told my mom abt the results. she was veh sad and dissapointed.
she say she could hear from my tone.
i dont know whye.
i told her the truth.
i need peace.
i hang up all the fones
and blast the music so loud~ so that i could feel my heartbeat
I FEEL SO USELESS NOT DOING MY BEST FOR THE RESULTS.
well, i'll be okay after awhile(:
i hope! i changed my msn nick to I SAY FUCKOFF!
so that ppl wun tok to me\ irritate me
but dey still continue.
watever! it's really like WATEVER kays!

2005-05-16T01:52:00.000-07:00

i flunked all my subjects.

i find it so hard to face mymommy.

im dead this tyme.

even thoug i've got wills to study and i really tried

for my D&t and eng.

maybe im just not good in this few subject.

maths.. wen i heard i got 22/100 i was rather shock.

but expected.

i agree i gave it all up

but whye must it turn out like that?

i expected it and saw it coming because wen everyone is preparing,

im slacking~ >pp<

my D&T if u were to say i din study\work hard for the marks i long,

den i guess you're wrong!

i studied kays`

but dere's only still one passer.

ALWIN GOH JIA RONG! that action man!

cant stand he's smug look!

well, i've no mcuh say actually.

he's good so he can show off.

still, i now make up my mind already and this tyme im veh keen

to gain those marks.

i'm finding tution for maths and phys+chem.

Eugene say he'll be helping me in chem+phys.

must have FAITH in him!

maths, maybe maybe only i'll join he's tution grp.

im afraid i might drag he's work down.

i already have a man in mind who can help me with my maths.

but she's like hmms. unwilling?

cos` she say her maths oso veh "lan"

faint~ hers lan mine is WORST! =/

it's like N levels coming liaos lors!

i must start preparing my tution teacher say one.

if not wen it comes, im shugging?!

den im dead! real dead meat~

after JUNE holidays,

you'll see a NEW kylie

whye?

hmms. i'll be lyk serene.

curry flavouring teacher and studying lke shiat! and all i'll talk about is studies.

i promise!

i must start anew.

for the sake of my future?

maybe(:

but i'll not be lyk serene by refraining from NCC

NCC's my passion. i think i shant give up on the things that will make me smile

so maybe i'll study hard and play hard during training XD

now is the only tyme i can slack&play like nobody bussiness

after this i'll start specking GOOD english and start practising BASICS maths.

i must learn from JANICE,eng.

CAMI,maths

EUG,maths,chem&phys

MOMMY,chi

hopefully dey will guide me along(:

2005-05-12T07:38:00.000-07:00

today had training well,
skool started off quite badly for me
Ncc was lyk stressed shiat!
im dead this tyme!
i wanna cry wen i heard dere's sooooooo much for me to learn + know
i feel so dumb dere wen everyone is so confident
and so relaxed.
how i wish i can dont go for spec course
it's lyk i asked sir fauzi.
he said what at least try?!
kays` i noe i shant back out wen there's something lyk this happening
it's veh irresponsible.
im trying to look confident.
im trying to be the one
that outshine the rest
but it somehow seems so impossible.
everyone got the will to back out
is sir trying to scare us?
im terrified kays!
if i fail.. i'll be so ashame to face my friends, my juniors.
i hope i can pull string lors!
if i pass.. i'll be over-joyed
hmms. i'll try my best still.
for the rank that i must have(:
i got this special notes from my other skool friends!
haha this might gain me some CONFIDENT that i need
ths buddy!XD

2005-05-11T06:52:00.000-07:00

had physics papper today hmms.
i cant COpY cos teacher was aiming me.. i guess
she&he know what i wanna do
end of papper part lets not talk abt it(:

"AGAINST ALL ODDS"
a new game created by me&amp;amp;cami(;
what iz abt?
it's abt escalator!**
WOW!
we had fun. i dont wanna describe it here cos it's kinda hard?
hmms. we were playing and suddenly we spot the CAMERA!!
SHIAT it~ den we dash down
but we still continued=P
after tat i saw sam LOl's
he got sore eyes too!!
he looked so cute kays! with that eye of his!
i feel so in love with him LOL's
we look so twins!=/
he's tall like one head higher den me?!!! i patted him and i slide to the other side
he looked right den he see no one!
guess what?! i said: samual!
den he was lyk show me that lame and bored face infront of that mac counter!
den i was lyk kays. hi, bye samual.
den he say: this is the first time u call me by my english name
den i replied!: oh~ bye feng ****
sorrys he wun allow me to say it here=P
im the only one in TKD who noe that kays-
then spot joan,pam,yuanqing,anddaxiong.
celebrated his bdae with him
+he's buddies! LOL's john was mad! he's lyk those act cute boys
climbing up the pilar! he's mad!
after the celebration, we went seprate ways.

!@#~$#^#$&& seeing this! at cami's place?
LOL's.. we took loads of pictures?!
bitchy staunts,act cute staunts, normal, normal.
FLASHES!! and more flashes(:
but sorta lyked it
i do make over kays!
makeups,(eye shadow,lip gloss,and the cheek thingy!)
we do audio like.
first i act innocent i wear those lil flowergirl dress
with the vail.
cami was my HAIR DESIGNER!
wee~ we were mad! she was lyk pulling, combing
and taking her time!
a hair do cause us lyk almost an hour?!
HELL~XD had loads of FUN!
ate at her place. YUMMY the rice was nice and not oily
but there are roasted pork? i throw it over to cami's dish(:
everything seems so perfect for usXD

nxt up, let me kip u update!
i wore this veh revealing clothes
lyk? tube wih this short skirt,
a shoulder pulled shirt.
i got this green shawl over my shoulder
i wasnt feeling cold or smt?
but my hands were freezing!
took pictures as i said earlier.
then, things were happy and sorts(:
went to bustop and took a bus home.
when i was on the bus i feel so uneasy?
got this ah peh?! looking at me i mean starring*!
#roll eyes# i feel so sick but i hecked!
then wen i drop he oso drop!!
den i just walk normally home just alil adding to my speed.

hard- training tmr kids! NCC, all part C's
i feel so dead and stress!
TIRED DAY TMRR=/
i look so forward for tmr=P

2005-05-07T05:17:00.000-07:00

Yst had dinner at resturant hmms.
food not bad lahs just tat service is SLOW
DAMN kays.
LOL's and yarr we had loads of food(:
i'll grow fat and die kays!!
The shark fins was the best among all(:
the eeekkys's among all i guess should be the prawns
well, i dont lyk it u see
my bro said it was YUMMY?!
PUKES! it's ceral prawns?
yarr. i gave all those MOMMY'S gift
lil bags of cakes XD
They were so happy kays(:
MY uncle din give any sacrastic comments..
PHEW~~
thank god(:
we slacked ard the room. Watching"beautiful illusions""
well, blog till here(: temporary no ppl viewing but soon
HOPEFULLY!

2005-05-05T04:42:00.000-07:00

im here no worries i'll take away your pain.
i'll never let those tears flow down from those eyes anymore..